I'm feeling lonely, everyone moving on with there lives, getting ready for uni, preparing themselfs for life and i;m just sitting here watching it all go by. I want to put the brakes on life, to say let me have a couple more years of being a child. Instead i'm slowing down and everyone staying the same. I feel like i'm being life behind just cause i don't want to go to uni.

Plus i know it sounds mental, and even though we've broken up for a while, i think today when i woke up i just felt more alone, i mean even though we are apart, i think a part of us still liked each other, I mean we didn't break up cause we didn't like each other, it just wasn't working. but today, today i felt the love just kinda go. Its hard to explain but image your on a train, its really crowded and people are leaning in against you. These are the people that love you, like friendship love and family love and even love love . Well i feel like one of these people has moved away leaving a part of my body cold and wanting to be loved again just to feel the warm feeling i had.

I don't no,
pshh

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Well i just can't hear the music anymore
its not this pleasant summer song
it more this quite serendipity
that i hear after you are gone
and it scares me when you say
that you still hear the music play
be cause i can't cope
with this one note summer song
that i feels been playing a little to long

late night revealtion poems of break ups

There something about the feeling seconds before
of the knots in your stomach, and your eyes on the floor
you open you mouth to speak ,but only a sigh comes out
she's already guess what this could be about.

You begin with the words that you've heard before

I just don't think we can be together anymore

Our times run out, the conversations died

we've had a good run and lord knows we've tried

but the time has come to part our ways

maybe i'll see you again in better days

where we can laugh at whats just been said
with no hard feelings or sad thoughts in our head
but its time i should go, we need to move on
but i'll always think of you when i hear our song