Okay so it's been a little while, but it during the exam period and i thought people would get bored revsing so they would read blogs so here is my new one.
Basically over the last couple of days i have discovered some new things about me that i didn't really understand before. Okay, the basic jist of it is that i've figured out why i get sad when i am sometimes around people. Most people no me as the smiley guy, well the reason i stop smiling is because i feel lonely, or left out. If i feel lonely i start to ge sad because i feel like you don't want me. which isn't very good. SO basically over the last few days i've been feeling quite depressed vause no ones around. And the part that annoys me the most is how i just always expect people to be there. So if you keep getting texts asking if your free it cause i'm lonely and i just want to feel happy and myself again.
Another thing that annoys me is that people don't expect me to do revision. I mean it Phil he never does work. That really annoys me, I'm a laid back person but when i need to revise i will. It just i'm not one of these people who can sit there for 12 hours a day with a book revising. After 4-6 hours i get bored, my brain switch of and it pointless me trying to revise. Thats when i text you saying you free. If you text me back saying why aren't you revising i promise you i will kick your ass.
The last thing is that I may look like i'm lazy and always free, i'm not but i make times for my friends cause they are so important to me. I'm not lazy I'm laid back. Yes there is a differents laid back is where you put in the effort that i required when required and you don't seem to get as worried as others or as nervous. Lazy is just can't be asked.
