You know in the army advert for where it says that it is a state of mind.
I feel that i have that state of mind (YAY ME) but i think somewhere i've gone past the stage of healthy. when i'm angry i think that i could cause alot of damage. I feel that if i attack someone i would just keep going. I feel that i wouldn't be able to stop unless someone pulled me off.
The thing is that what i think is that if i kill which i feel i can. I'm not sure how i would react. I'm not sure if the anger that is in me would die away. Or if it would feed on the death and want more. I may just be talking shit. But this is what i am scared of. I am going in the army. I Know i am. I just don't no how dangerous it would be. To everyone.
Help please.
this angry shouldn't be here.
I need to get it out.
I don't no how
help please
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